yeah.

for unindocrinated, I've tried streaming (partiularly vstreaming) during three seperate chunks of time. most I made it was like 2 weeks before I went offline.

I uninstalled all my streaming/vtubing software but ugh. I miss it. but do I? or do I crave what others achieve from streaming? actually streaming makes me so, so anxious.

idk. mabe taking the "let-loose" mentality on it would help. less schedules more whenever the fuck. maybe a set amount of times a week? man I don't know.

anyhoo. gonna go play with streaming software.

♡ della